this isn't a place. it's an unplace. a liminal space.
are you lost again?
it's ok. there are exits. sometimes they take a lot of work to truly see. it's worth it.
it may be this way...
or here...
some people prefer a less mystical approach, a practical exit. a signpost leads that way. going that route and truly understanding it will make you a better neighbor, friend. you'll see.
if you end up here again, it might become a place. things are impermanent. if they were permanent they would no longer be things.
good luck. i love you for what you are trying to be. i want to be on your journey with you but i have my own. it has cliffs i have to climb and pits i have to jump and even monsters intent on blocking my path that must be slain. slaying monsters is tricky because they may not know they are monsters. they may be on the same journey as i am, maybe a little further behind and without a clear understanding of the destination. i have to understand their struggle and slay them with love.
take a breath.
take one more.
on your third, remember the feeling of taking a breath. appreciating the breath.
take it with you...